Growing colder...
All I know about myself is that my name is Amanda, and I was born on March 7... sixteen years ago. I know that I have a special man in my life, whom I love very much. And sometimes I wonder if I know him anymore... if I ever did... or if I am just being spastic because I don't know MYSELF?
I learn new things about myself everyday... but, I am still not satisfied with what I know.
I think I have problems.
"Into Dust" by Mazzy Star
Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around broken in two
'Till you eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
'Till my hand shook with the way I fear
I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate
It was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust
Goodbye... and EFF YOU! - January 14, 2004
This... sucks. - November 30, 2003
High on Life... and hyper as hell. - November 28, 2003
Happy Thanksgiving, not so happy. - November 27, 2003... Thanksgiving Day
100 exciting things about me... hehe,.. not. - November 25, 2003